Wow you’ve been through a lot with your hair lol. My suggestion is that you need to go get your hair professionally done. A professional stylist can give you a new cut and make sure your hair is healthy and taken care of properly, especially since you’re in an awkward growing out phase. My other suggestion would be to get a weave if you want to grow it out. But that’s definitely more $$ than going to get a new cut. Either way, you’re going to have to spend money to get your hair back to the way you want it. Sorry, but when it comes to hair, I wouldn’t skimp on it. You want it to look the way you want so you can be confident and happy 🙂